Recently

I have recently been dumbfounded by the amount of time i spend on myself. It seems everywhere i go and everything i do has some selfish motive to it. I know a lot of people that would benefit from me becoming less selfish. My mother would love it...if i would just sit down and teach her somethings about her phone.:( For some reason this request of hers always seems like a hassle. I have a friend up north who would just love it if i would take a weekend and spend it with him. (This kid is amazing but for some reason i always feel like there is something better to do?) I have numerous friends who would just like to spend an evening together. (yet I choose to hang out with acquaintances, who as far as i know, the nest time we hang might be the last.) A few things that need to change in my life. I guess i just need to learn what to hold on too.